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herself with their sufferings at the hands of a cruel and
wicked world. Saint Perpetua, who left husband, a
suckling child, and a position of eminence in society for
her faith, who suffered a brutal goring by a wild bull
rather than recant, was her favourite saint, and she knew
every detail of her heroic martyrdom by heart. Even
her reading prepared her for her goal of being a misunder¬
stood princess in a cruel and unreasonable world.
For years Elsie avenged herself upon her mother in
this fashion for the wrongs she had suffered as a result of
her poor training. By her discourtesy she isolated herself
completely, surely an exquisite device for alienating the
affections of those who came with sympathy and gifts to
assuage the boredom of her illness. Her turning on the
wireless at all hours was a slap in the face for her
neighbours. Alcohol was, at one and the same time, an
escape from the boredom of her illness, a thrust at her
Puritan mother who was a strict teetotaler, and a trick to
concentrate her mother’s attention on her night and day.
The rational advice of her friends that she should
leave her mother’s house was countered by the quickly
created filial affection and a hypocritical regard for her
aging mother. Any reader with a primitive knowledge
of psychology can see how she really hated and plagued
her mother, and how little filial affection there was in
Elsie’s make-up. But filial affection was an important
pillar in the structure of her self-esteem, and effectually
silenced all those who advised her to remove herself from
the vicious circle of her home life. Finally the psychiatrist
persuaded her to leave and begin life as an independent
being.
The strange interlude of her week’s life in an hotel room
is one of the most instructive episodes in her whole life,
because it proves so beautifully the purposive nature
of all her character traits. You will remember that while
she moved into her hotel room accompanied by all her
medicines, her wireless, and her liquor, she did not take
any pills, did not turn on the wireless, and drank not a
drop of liquor during her absence from her home. The