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to his goal of legal murder. He measures life with an
inflexible rule which excludes anything constructive.
His passion in life is to destroy life, and his style of life
is a direct assault on life itself.
The paradox in this case lies in the fact that John C.
claims that he is a happy man. If this is true, his life
refutes the entire thesis of this book, that a man can be
happy only when he is living the good life, when he
is contributing to the world’s welfare, when he is joining
in the world’s work. At the age of forty, John C. may
still think that he is a happy and successful man, but we
know that he has paid a terrific price for his security.
Insomnia and vague fits of despondency and “ blues ”
are the first symptoms of nature’s retribution. Mr. C.
dates his insomnia very definitely to a certain Sunday
when his favourite hunting dog was accidentally shot.
This dog was the only living thing with which he had
anything approximating to a human relation. Perhaps
the death of this animal brought his own profound
loneliness to his attention. Perhaps it gave him a new
perspective of death, brought death close to him for the
first time. Perhaps Mr. C. has come to the realization
for the first time in his life that he, too, might not only
die, but die before his grandiose schemes for general
destruction were completed.
Because of his isolation John C. has never developed a
sense of humour, and the prospect of final defeat in his
life-plan is not a matter that is conducive to good sleep
and jaunty spirits under these circumstances. The
spectre of a lonely old age has made even greater men
quail. Despondency and insomnia are nature’s storm
signals : “ Take care ! Change your pattern before it
is too late ! ” Perhaps only those readers who have
experienced the horror of night after night of sleep¬
lessness can appreciate the fact that John C. is neither as
successful nor as happy as he claims.
It is not my purpose at this time to consider the
therapeutic approach to this case. I have given this
history to illustrate the relation that personality, character,