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recalls : “I was lost in a large forest and wild beasts
were peering out at me from behind the trees and making
menacing gestures at me. I began to cry and to feel very
ill, especially when the trees seemed, to make unfriendly
sounds. Presently a very large woman who had a hat
like my mother’s, came toward me and took me under
her cloak. I felt very happy, but immediately realized
that it was not my mother but an old witch. I became even
more frightened, struggled to free myself, and cried out
aloud. I awoke and my mother and father were standing
over my bed, asking me what the trouble was.”
This dream beautifully epitomizes Elsie’s own evalua¬
tion of her childhood situation. We know from our
acquaintance with psychological mechanisms that her
night terrors were the best possible device for attracting
and holding the attention of her parents during the
night as well as she did during the day by means of all
those little obstinacies, tantrums, timidities, and
misbehaviours that made up her childhood kit of tools
for enslaving her mother. Everything went well. She
attained her goal which we could formulate thus : ” I
must be the centre of all attention. My mother and
father must always be at my side to help me. I am quite
weak alone.” Then her year of sickness provided her
with a new and better set of tools. “ Illness is the best
weapon. When you are ill, not only your parents, but
also the doctors and nurses run to do your bidding and
your friends come and bring you toys, sweets, and
flowers,” she thought.
Her beautiful body, which she cultivated with
assiduous vanity up to the time of her marriage, wras an
accessory weapon. Her fiance, inadequate human being
that he was, had nevertheless acquired an excellent
technique for putting people at their ease. It was part of
his armament, and he had deluded this innocent child
into believing that marriage to him would be a continua¬
tion of her childhood paradise, plus the pleasures of love.
He was the typical fairy-prince who would always keep
her princessdom intact. She had married him at what